Huh
4 years, 8 months & 4 days ago
23rd Apr 2020 11:24 Does this blog really need to exist? Nah but imma make it anyway
Gonna take a hiatus for a while I think.
Dep/anx been acting up, dont think internet in any capacity is gonna help that
:/
Latersssss
Be back on here eventually
so. tired thoughts I guess.
4 years, 9 months & 6 days ago
20th Mar 2020 19:04 Just a bit of babbling i needed to get off my chest i guess. It's been a long, long, long week.
It's funny how easy it is to self isolate myself i think. done it for years, been trying to get better for years, making headway. I think it's just ironic that the one time in the world I would be the most inclined to do so, with Covid-19 causing so many people by choice or need to quarantine and self isolate, I'm here aggressively interacting with the world
It's works fault, that's what i get for working in a patient focused hospital job but. I work as a transporter at a hospital, moving patients from tests and stuff to their rooms and other tests. Normally a really rewarding and healthily challenging job.
There's so much going on right now and tbh this week has been and felt way longer than i ever thought possible. maybe once hospitals and everyone starts to get a better grip on everything here (USA i mean) it will be less hectic but it's so uneasy everywhere
and I dunno, not sure if i'm really processing anything that well right now,
This is really long and rambling but. it's been and weird and tough week. not a complaint i guess, just more of a, frustrated set of observations.
-mel
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5 years & 11 days ago
15th Dec 2019 21:47 Ughhhhhhhhh
So like a year ago bc i was being dumb and a lil naive after a long hiatus here, I nearly lost a pet to miscommunication and somebody trying to take advantage of a bad situation. Not all thier fault 100 percent (I should've caught on more quickly) but def not a gr8 place to be in. Got my pet back unchanged and it all worked out but. Ugh not fun and super stressful.
So.
I'm on another petsite too, not marapets, right? Just started struggling to learn the works and OOPS HERE WE GO AGAIN.
Worryingly, might be stuck and not get the pet back
( but I can try at least. So fingers crossed they take pity I guess.
Just.
Ugh feel so dumb
(
Unrelated but new mobile layout is weird but useful so that's nice.
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