so. tired thoughts I guess.

Just a bit of babbling i needed to get off my chest i guess. It's been a long, long, long week.
It's funny how easy it is to self isolate myself i think. done it for years, been trying to get better for years, making headway. I think it's just ironic that the one time in the world I would be the most inclined to do so, with Covid-19 causing so many people by choice or need to quarantine and self isolate, I'm here aggressively interacting with the world
It's works fault, that's what i get for working in a patient focused hospital job but. I work as a transporter at a hospital, moving patients from tests and stuff to their rooms and other tests. Normally a really rewarding and healthily challenging job.
There's so much going on right now and tbh this week has been and felt way longer than i ever thought possible. maybe once hospitals and everyone starts to get a better grip on everything here (USA i mean) it will be less hectic but it's so uneasy everywhere
and I dunno, not sure if i'm really processing anything that well right now,
This is really long and rambling but. it's been and weird and tough week. not a complaint i guess, just more of a, frustrated set of observations.
-mel