Totally Original songs by me NO STEALING

Songs of whats going on in my life.


Song #1
Title - Why is love so hard to find


Everyday I look around
Seems that no one's ever satisfied
Could it be, that underneath,
We've all got something to hide?

From the moment we arrive
We want to fill the space inside
We all need to feel alive

CHORUS
If it's love that keeps us breathin'
Gives us something to believe in
Is it fear that makes us blind?
Tell me, why is love so hard to find?

If we hear so much about it
And we can't go on without it
Let the mystery unwind
Tell me, why is love so hard to find?

All I know is when you find it
Even earth can feel like you're in heaven
Tell me now, unlock the secret
Help us all to find the hidden treasure

From the moment we arrive
We want to fill the space inside
We all need to feel alive

REPEAT CHORUS

Why is love so hard to find
Tell Me Why is love so hard to find
Why is love so hard to find (baby)
Tell Me Why is love so hard to find

Don't you know I'm never gonna give up
'til I find the love?
I'll be searchin' the whole world over
To find my love...

Why is love so hard to find (why)
REPEAT CHORUS(2)

(Why is it so hard)








Song #-2
Title-That was then

Guess you never really notice what you???ve got
???till you finally realize she could be gone
I know that I???ve been taking you for granted
For the longest time

All you wanted was someone who really cared
And I didn???t even notice you were there
I promise that I???ll never ever make that same mistake
Not twice ???

Chorus:
That was then ??? this is now
Took some time to come around
All I wanna do ???
Is try again ??? show you how
I know that it???s all about
Giving attention to you
I was a fool for way to long
What you wanted, I could not see
That was then ??? this is now
Took some time to figure out
Love is all you need

Guess I never really thought about it before
I was thinking of myself and nothing more
Didn???t even wanna try to find out
How you really feel (how you really feel)

Now I see that I???m the lucky one, it???s true
And what we???ve got you know I never want to lose
???cause I was tripping in a fantasy ???
And missing what was real

Chorus:

That was then ??? this is now
Took some time to come around
All I wanna do ???
Is try again ??? show you how
I know that it???s all about
Giving attention to you now
I was a fool for way to long
What you wanted, I could not see
That was then ??? this is now
Took some time to figure out
Love is all you need

I used to be someone
Who only really thought about themselves
And no one else, and you could tell baby(yeah,yeah)
But that???s before I understood
That when you???ve got something this good
Gotta let her know ???
And I want you to know

You???re always my priority
And I wanna give you more than all the love you need
Took a little time ???
But now you know I finally see
That you???re my world(yeah)

I never want our love to fade ready, willing ???
And I???m gonna do whatever it takes
No, I???m never gonna let it all slip away
???cause you???re my man(yes you are)

Chorus:

That was then ??? this is now
Took some time to come around
All I wanna do ???
Is try again ??? show you how
I know that it???s all about
Giving attention to you
I was a fool for way to long
What you wanted, I could not see
That was then ??? this is now
Took some time to figure out
Love is all you need

You???re always my priority
And I wanna give you more than all the love you need
Took a little time ???
But now you know I finally see
That you???re my world(yes you are)

I never want our love to fade ready, willing ???
And I???m gonna do whatever it takes
No, I???m never gonna let it all slip away
???cause you???re my girl(yes you are)

Chorus:

That was then ??? this is now
Took some time to come around
All I wanna do ???
Is try again ??? show you how
I know that it???s all about
Giving attention to you
I was a fool for way to long
What you wanted, I could not see
That was then ??? this is now
Took some time to figure out
Love is all you need

Coming around
And ready to show you how
I???m gonna change girl
(yeah oh,oh,oh)






Song #-3
Title-Body language

Ooo, that body???s like music to my ear
Ooo, that body???s like music to my ear
Ooo, that body???s like music to my ear
???Cause what you want is right here

Oh she, oh she so international
The way, the way she get it on the floor
I???m tryin???, I???m tryin??? to holler at you
I want to get to know you better

Parlez vous francais?
Konichiwa
Come and move in my way
Hey, little chica from Guadeloupe
That thing you got behind you is amazing

Now, I don???t speak Spanish, Japanese or French
But the way that body???s talkin??? definitely makes sense
It???s her, her body, her body, her body language
It???s her, her body, her body, her body language
The way she moves around
When she grinds to the beat
Breaking it down articulately
It???s her, her body, her body, her body language
It???s her, her body, her body, her body

That make me want to say hey???(???ey!
Hey???(???ey!
Hey???(???ey!
It???s her, her body, her body, her body language
C???mon

Shorty, let me whisper in your ear
Tell you everything you wanna hear
You got my vote: Hottest Girl of the Year
Let???s have a celebration, baby

Parlez vous francais?
Konichiwa
Come and move in my way
Hey, little chica from Guadeloupe
That thing you got behind you is amazing

Now, I don???t speak Spanish, Japanese or French
But the way that body???s talkin??? definitely makes sense
It???s her, her body, her body, her body language
It???s her, her body, her body, her body language
The way she moves around
When she grinds to the beat
Breaking it down articulately
It???s her, her body, her body, her body language
It???s her, her body, her body, her body

That make me want to say hey???(???ey!
Hey???(???ey!
Hey???(???ey!
It???s her, her body, her body, her body language
C???mon

I???m lifting up my voice to say
You???re the hottest girl in the world today
The way you shake
You got me losing my mind
You???re banging like a speakerbox
Turn around; the party stops
Universal lady, let me take you away

Now, I don???t speak Spanish, Japanese or French
But the way that body???s talkin??? definitely makes sense
It???s her, her body, her body, her body language
It???s her, her body, her body, her body language
It???s the way she moves around
When she grinds to the beat
Breaking it down articulately
It???s her, her body, her body, her body language
It???s her, her body, her body, her body

You make me want to say hey???(???ey!
Hey???(???ey!
Hey???(???ey!
It???s her, her body, body, body language
C???mon

Ooo, that body???s like music to my ear
Ooo, that body???s like music to my ear
Ooo, that body???s like music to my ear
???Cause what you want is right here








Song#-4
Title-Gone.

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a story i wrote

Sarah was a cheerleader on the team and had everything she ever wanted.
Until one day... her life crashed.







Mom: Wake up honey. Chris is downstairs waiting for you.

Sarah: Oh my gosh. I woke up too late! I still need a shower and everything!




Right when she said that Chris walked into her room smiling from ear to ear.





Chris: No baby. You're beautiful just like that- now come on, I'm starving.

Sarah: Okay.




Sarah got out of bed, put on some clothes, took his hand, and walked out the door to his car and got in.




Sarah: Where are we going? Remember that I have to be home by 1. I have cheerleading practice and you have football.

Chris: I know..


Then Sarah noticed that Chris was really pale-looking.



Sarah: Chris are you feeling okay? You look like you're sick..

Chris: Yeah; it's just my allergies.

Sarah: Are you sure? Did you go to the doctor yet?

Chris: Yeah.. I went yesterday. They just said to take some allergy pills and that I'll be okay.



Sarah turned to look away from Chris.
She knew there was something wrong.
She has allergies and she doesn't look like that.
Then he reached out and held her hand.




Sarah: Chris your hands are so cold. I dont think you're okay tell me what's really wrong.. do we need to go back to the house?

Chris: I promise you baby; everything is okay.. they told me to go back tomorrow but I'm not going because there's nothing wrong with me.

Sarah: Chris you need to go! If they told you to then there is something wrong!




Chris let go of her hand and turned back to the road and didn't talk to her the rest of the way.
Sarah just looked at him.
They finally pullled up to the resturaunt and ate breakfast.




Chris: Did you bring your cheerleading stuff or do we have to go back to your house to get it?

Sarah: I have it.. do you really think you should go to football practice like that ?

Chris: Yes Sarah. I'm fine.

Sarah: If you say so..

Chris: Sarah, baby, would I lie to you?

Sarah: No...






They got back in the car and went to the field.
They got out and started practice.
Sarah was practicing a new cheer, but then out of no where she heard a boy yell,



"HE'S NOT MOVING SOMEONE CALL 911! HELP COACH!"


Right when she heard that she turned around and saw Chris on the ground just laying there, not moving.
She ran to him but her dad pushed her back.






Dad: No honey. You shouldn't be right here.




Sarah started to cry.




Sarah: Daddy. What happened? Is he okay?

Dad: Honey. Please just go back with your coach.





Sarah walked back and sat on the bench with her head in her hands while an ambulance came and took him away.
She got in the car with her dad and they went to the hospital.
When they got there his mom was already there and talking to the doctor.
They walked over and listened...




Doctor: You may want to sit down for this.

Chris's Mom: Is he okay?

Doctor: Ma'am.. your son has lukiemia. We can put him on treatments, but he might not make it because the cancer has already spread too much.






Sarah was shocked and began to cry on her dads shoulder.





Chris's Mom: Treatments?

Doctor: Well the treatments would cause hair loss... but it will help slow the cancer down.

Chris's Mom: But he's certain to die?

Doctor: Yes.. but we have had this surgery to clear out the clogs.. but it's possible that he will not make it.

Chris's Mom: I will have to talk to him about this. Can we see him now?

Doctor: Yes. One at a time though.







Chris's mom looked over at Sarah and hugged her tight she knew that Sarah loved him with all her heart.







Chris's Mom: You go first sweetheart.

Sarah: Are you sure?

Chris's Mom: Yes honey.





Sarah walked slowly to his room and turned the knob.
She just stood there, looking at him lying there weak.
He was so pale and he had tubes surrounding him.
It was painful for her to look at him.
Chris looked at her and weakly smiled at her.
She went over and kneeled down beside him.






Chris: Did they already tell you?

Sarah: Yes...

Chris: I'm sorry Sarah. I didn't want you to find out like this.

Sarah: It's okay; I understand Chris.

Chris: Baby I love you so much.

Chris reached up and slowly ran his fingers through her hair.

Sarah: I love you too Chris. With all my heart.. and I will be here for you 'till the end.

Chris: Im going to be okay Sarah.



The nurse walked in with Chris's mom.






Nurse: Its her turn now.


Chris looked at Sarah.




Chris: Bye baby.

Sarah: Bye.



Sarah kneeled down and softly kissed his cold lips.

Months went by and Chris lost his hair, but they were still deeply in love and Sarah was by him everyday.
Chris was getting worse to where he couldn't even play football, and the championship game was coming up.

Chris was sitting on Sarah's porch with her and her dad.





Chris: Coach.. I wanna play tomorrow.

Dad: Chris I know you do.. but I can't let you do that.. you'll get hurt.





Chris: No, coach. Please. This might be the last time on the field for me. I want to be able to play one more time.





Dad looked at Chris and then at Sarah.
Sarah nodded her head.







Dad: You're a strong boy, Chris, and very brave. I think we can do this.

Chris: Thank you so much coach.





Sarahs dad nodded his head.





Dad: So what are you two doing tonight?

Chris: I wanna show Sarah something if that's okay.

Dad: Of course; you two be careful.




Chris took Sarah's hand and lead her to his car.
It was completely dark outside when they pulled up to the football field.




Sarah: What are we doing here?

Chris: Follow me.






Chris grabbed a blanket and laid it down onto the field.
They both laid there looking at the stars.








Sarah: This is so beautiful.

Chris: I do this often. I wanted to show you the place I love.

Sarah: Do you remember the flowers you gave me on our very first date?

Chris: Sure I do; I gave you lillies; your favorite.

Sarah: Yeah... I'll never forget that day.

Chris: I want you to always remember something Sarah.

Sarah: What is it?

Chris: I will always be with you.. and I will always love you.. you're my one and only..





Sarah started tearing.




Sarah: I love you so much, Chris.

Chris: And I also want you to be happy.. I want you to marry someone, have kids, make a family, just live a happy life for me.

Sarah: No. I will never marry anyone.. im marrying you Chris

Chris: Just don't forget what I told you.




Chris leaned in and kissed her.
She pushed him off and jumped up




Sarah: You still think you can catch me?

Chris: Oh yeah. I'm stronger than I look.

Sarah: Then come get me.





Chris stood up and chaised her around the football feild until he finally caught her.
He laid on top of her and put her hands behind her back and held her there so she couldn't move.
Then it started to rain and they were getting soaked but they didn't care.





Chris looked deep into her eyes.

Chris: Who's the weak one now huh?

Sarah: Me (she giggled)

Chris: Remember what you told me that night when we were at dinner?

Sarah: No.. what?

Chris: You have always wanted to kiss in the rain with the one you love.

Sarah: Yeah?

Chris: Well your wish is my comand.






Chris leaned down and kissed her deeply.
He pulled away.






Chris: You're so beautiful.

Sarah: You're such a good kisser. (she laughed.. so did he)

Chris: I better get you home.




They got into the car and went home.
It was hard for them to sleep that night but they did.
It was finally the big day and they were all at the football field.
Chris had on all his football gear, and Sarah was ready to cheer him on.
The game began.
The crowd was going wild for Chris while Sarah was cheering her heart out for him.
The score was 36 to 36.
All they had to do was make one more point and they would win.
Chris had the ball and ran with all he had to the touchdown line and threw the ball down.
He had made a touch down!
Everyone was cheering.
They had won the game!
But for Chris.. he may have lost his life.
He fell to the ground trying to catch his breath.
Sarah ran to him and kneeled down over him.
He looked up at her gasping for breath.
Everyone was heading to the field.
Her dad stood infront of them.





Dad: Back away.. give them a moment please.. that's my daughter's love.

Chris gently raised his hand and whiped her tears away.

Sarah: Don't die Chris.. I need you.. I love you..

Chris: I told you this was my dream to win the championship.. to be in the big game.. to die on this feild.. I made history.




Sarah leaned down and kissed him, knowing this was the last she would ever kiss him, the last time she would ever talk to him.
She had so much to say but had no time to say it.




Chris: I love you baby. Tell Mom I love her too.. and tell coach thank you.

Sarah: I love you Chris. I love you so much.

Chris: I'll wait for you.....




Chris's hand dropped and he let go.
He died that night on the football feild.
Sarah cried for 2 months straight.
Sarah was lying on her bed when her dad walked in.



Dad: Honey, it's been 2 months. Please get up. He would want you to have fun and be happy.

Sarah: I know..

Dad: Guess what.

Sarah: What?

Dad: They are building a new stadium. Isn't that great honey? Come on, I want you to come with me before they tear the old one down.






Sarah got up and went with her dad to the field.
They climbed to the top of the bleachers and looked down.





Sarah: It's like it was just yesterday. He was out there throwing the football, making that touchdown.




Her dad wrapped his arms around her and she began to cry.





Dad: I know baby.. I know.

Then Sarah noticed something on the feild.

Sarah: Whats that daddy? Look. (Sarah pointed to the field)

Dad: Looks like some flowers are blooming.

Sarah: Oh my gosh, daddy! Stop them! Don't let them tear this down! Please! Chris planted me something!!!





Her dad ran down there and stopped them.
Weeks later the flowers had bloomed.
Her and her dad went to look at them.
They were lillies that left a message saying, "I Love You".