sad stuff

*triggering stuff ahead*
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You were never a good friend.
All you did was watch the war inside me and made it worse.
You laughed at my screams.
You enjoyed my misery.
You watch me drowned in my sorrows and did nothing.
You left behind scars and hate.
You left my wounds of the past dig deeper than before.
You were such a bad friend.
I woke up and realized that I???m alive and I should never have joined your side.

Unshed tears turn into blood and rolls down your skin
since you don't belong anywhere
take me as a friend
I will make you feel better, but try to not hurt you, but I can't promise that
take me along with you, and we will both walk the step of hell and heaven together...

Please save me from myself, the dark hole I have fell unexpectedly fell into. The never ending pain is just too much for me to endure any more. Every day seems to be the same, nothing more???