Isolation

Alone I sat drowning in dispare.
While a glorious man walkes hand in hand
leading the faithful to wonderland.
Over and over I racked my brain.
To find the reason that on earth I restrained,
from the outstreached arms and voices calling my name.
The answer I search for is not hard to define.
For though I did not know it i was longing to call mine
the lover thoses voices offered which is often hard to find.
There I sat wishing to walk hand in hand
together with that glorius man.
With a pang of anguish I recalled
how on earth I shunned him rebirth and all.
Time after time did he call
but on deaf ears did the summoning fall
for i was misguided and blinded but thought i saw.
So isolated I sit now on judgement day
until the decision is made and I am sent away,
into the midnight furnase where darkness heavely lays.
Written By: A Sinner