Sarah//:A Little About Me

Hm. I never post much about myself on this website.. So I figure it's time, being that I've been here for almost four years, to post a little about myself. This username is nothing like my others, so I //doubt// people I know IRL can find me.. I hope.

Some Facts:

Well, my name is Sarah.

I'm 16.

I live in the US.

Pennsylvania, to be exact. I won't go further for now.

I've been playing for four years on December 3rd, 2008.

I have a small electronic band, that I haven't done anything with since July.

I love music. Symphonic Metal, Dance (All types, mostly Trance), Rock, and Alternative. Throw some classical and New Age in there also..

Politics is my sanctity. I spend most of my time reading news articles on the BBC, Daily Mail, Fark, and Free Republic. I'll probably be in politics someday.. *cough* FIELDER'S YOUTH!!! *cough* /inside joke>

Photography is a close runner up. I'll have to post some of my photos some day. I currently use a Nikon D40x for digital and a Pentax K1000 for film.

//Slashies// Usually mean sarcasm, or emphasis. Most likely the former. Though, it gets hard to tell when I'm being sarcastic.

Hm. What else should I add?

I'm a swimmer. And a skier. I used to like the former. Now I like the latter more. My coaches screwed the swimming up too much. It's a huge game of politics.

I currently use a black MacBook as my main computing device. When I'm on the go, I use my 1st Gen iPhone. ^_^ I really love the new MacBooks, and iMacs, and am currently saving up to buy one of them for photo editing and playing Spore. (My laptop has a from out of spacety graphics card and therefore can't handle Spore, and can barely handle my photo editing)

I have 3 iPods. One of them being a 4th Generation White 20GB (Non photo, more like 3rd Gen), a 5th Gen 80GB Classic, and a 3rd Generation 4GB Fat Nano. Gotta love them.

I'm an only child, but currently my 12 year old, second cousin lives with me. He's completely annoying, and is only there because my extended family is too screwed up to raise him well. He's been here since the summer, and I want to //kill// him.

What else..

I have many favorite movies. Currently I'm in absolute //love// with V for Vendetta. Originally, I learned about Guy Fawkes and the gunpowder plot (I'm obsessed with it! What an amazing act of treason! Guido Fawkes = My favorite bad guy EVAR) and then went on to read the V for Vendetta Graphic Novel and finally watch the movie. I've found both to be absolutely amazing, and can relate to both Evey and V. So.. They = Love.

I'm also a writer. Currently I'm working on an Anti Utopia novel, and oodles of poems. A lot of my poetry revolves around roses; black ones to be specific.

I absolutely //LOVE// Doctor Who. If I could choose one show to watch for the next month it would be The Doctor. XD The Tenth Doctor is currently my favorite, but I just discovered the Ninth who is pretty cool also. So yeah.. I wish I could be a Doctor girl!! And you never forget your first doctor. XD (I have that as a shirt on my sims 2 game.. I really need to have it made at Cafe Press.. That'd be awesome)

Can't think of much else for now. I'll continue to add to this as I come up with more things.

Sarah//: Angels

Sparkling angel I believe
You were my savior in my time of need.
Blinded by faith I couldn't hear
All the whispers, the warnings so clear.
I see the angels,
I'll lead them to your door.
There's no escape now,
No mercy no more.
No remorse cause I still remember

The smile when you tore me apart.
You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they'd turn into real.
You broke a promise and made me realize.
It was all just a lie.

Sparkling angel, I couldn't see
Your dark intentions, your feelings for me.
Fallen angel, tell me why?
What is the reason, the thorn in your eye?
I see the angels,
I'll lead them to your door
There's no escape now
No mercy no more
No remorse cause I still remember

The smile when you tore me apart
You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they'd turn into real.
You broke a promise and made me realize.
It was all just a lie.
Could have been forever.
Now we have reached the end.

This world may have failed you,
It doesn't give the reason why.
You could have chosen a different path in life.

The smile when you tore me apart.
You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they'd turn into real.
You broke a promise and made me realize.
It was all just a lie.
Could have been forever.
Now we have reached the end.

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This song describes how I feel right now.. x_x

And it's ripping me apart.

Sarah//: Gedenk

God Almighty When Will It End? Subliminal & Miri Ben-Ari

Elohai Elohai ho Elohai, Ad Matai?

Dakah dumiyah lo taspik leshishah milion
Af pa???am lo nuchal lik'lot et godel ha???ason
Hayah lo chazon sofi hapitaron
Kulam holchim lishon, vezeh hayom ha'acharon
Echad ve'od echad am shalem kim'at nik'chad
She'afilu ha???amitz beyoter lo sarad
Af echad lo benadam, kol echad nihyah mispar
She???omed betor aroch lo lir'ot et hamachar
Kol cach harbe bechi ve'afilu lo dim'ah
Kol cach harbe sof vezo bechlal hahatchala
Hamon tfilot, tze'akot, velo shom'im tz'lil
Ve'eich hamashiach lo ba kvar lehatzil?
Matarot na'ot bemit'vacho shel hasatan
I efshar lehit'chabe velivroach ein le'an
Temperatura mit'chamemet venidbeket laraglaim
Afar le'afar haneshamot lashamaim

Harakavot el hamavet masechet hashkarim
Chasrei onim od ne'evakim al hachaim
Nir'tzechu, nish'dedu, da???achu nishmoteihem
Husperu shu'evdu lo nish'kach et shmoteihem
Mardu et hacherut, ach nish???ara od hatikva
Hanefesh homiya, ha???ayin tzofia
Tevach lelo siba
Yam shel korbanot
T'lai tzahov al hachultza
Umi shalach lalehavot
Eich efshar liktof leyeladim t'achalomot
Bizman shechot'fim lemevugarim t'azichronot?
Ma asiti col cach ra she'ein shum mechila?
Tamid amarti ???Amen??? achrei kol t???filah
Achshav ratzot barosh machshavot al lifrosh
Tagidu eich ibadnu kol tzelem enosh
Targishu ma avar alenu bashoa,
shishim shana vezeh od charut baneshama

Tze'akah amukah nitka'at bagaron
Shisha milion! Nich'retu bezikaron
Ma hata'ut, sheyatzrah antishemiut
Mi natan le???adam reshut lehash'mid tarbut?
Mehamagen David nish'ar sarid
ani et sheli, bachaim lo morid
Sheyas'bir ba???atid
Lo lachzor al ta'uyot
Veyaz'kir lehash'ir et ha'einaim p'tuchot
Velil'mod lo lihyot teref betoch hamatzor
Lo od lir'od lefached la???amod
Lichyot bekavod, velamut bekavod
Hakod legan eden hu lis'rod
Hashemesh tizrach vehashemesh titz'lol
Hageshem yavo veyish'tof et hakol
Hagalgal agol ze nachon
Lama im yesh chaim achrei hamavet,
Nechake lahem shama!

Elohai Elohai ho Elohai, Ad Matai?

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My G-d, my G-d oh my G-d until when?

A minute of silence is not enough for six million
We can never grasp the size of the atrocity
He had a final vision the solution
Everyone is going "to sleep" and its the final day
One by one, an entire people almost perished
Even the bravest did not survive
No one was a person, everyone became a number
That stands in a long line not to see tomorrow
So much crying a not even a single tear
So many endings, that's just a beginning
Many prayers, screams, yet no sound heard
And why doesn't the Messiah come to save us?
Moving targets in the devil's shooting gallery
Impossible to hide and no place to escape
Temperature rising, our feet stick to the ground
Dust to dust, our souls go to heaven

The death trains, the web of lies
Helpless, still struggling for their lives
They were murdered, robbed, their souls faded out
The perished were counted, we won't forget their names
Freedom vanished, but the hope still remained
Our spirit stirred deep in our hearts, our eyes looking
A massacre without a reason
So many victims
Thaws who had yellow stars on their shirts
Were thrown into the fire
How is it possible to exterminate kids' dreams,
While kidnapping adults' memories?
What did I do so bad that there's no forgiveness?
I always said "Amen" after every prayer!
Now thoughts run in my head welcoming death
Tell me, how we lost all human likeness
Feel what we have been through in the Holocaust,
sixty years later, it never left our souls

A big scream is stuck inside my throat
Six million! Never left my memory!
What's the error that Antisemitism happened
Who gave man the right to extinguish a culture?
Of the Star of David a vestige remains
I'll wear mine, never take it off as long as I live
That it may explain in the future
Not to repeat the same mistakes
And to remind to keep my eyes open
To learn not to become bait for the hunters
Not to be afraid or scared to stand up
To live in dignity and die in dignity
The code to heaven is survival
The sun will rise, the sun will set
The rain will come and wash everything away
This circle is round that's right
Why if there's life after death,
Shall we wait for it there!

My G-d, my G-d oh my G-d until when?

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I'm Jewish. And proud of it. This song is exactly how I feel with the Holocaust. And that's why I've joined the Gedenk movement. I'm tired of the Jewish suffering being thrown under the bus.. Getting forgotten and re-written. My people have suffered enough over the past 3000 or so years.. It's disgusting to see it continue in this modern day.

We must remember history, lest we allow it to happen again.

Check out Gedenk. It's well worth your time.

Shalom!